yumm

I promise I’m going to be more insightful and like, aim for an overall higher quality with most of these but I think sometimes it can just be simple.

Today, at noon, I met up with a friend at the coffee shop a block away from my house. She’s like me in so many ways, and so different in others. She’s got the same “high EQ + ADHD hyperperception” shit that I do, and I think we really adore the different ways we’ve grown up handling that and where we’ve ended up. We spent a few hours at the coffee shop, went home, talked for a few more hours while we sipped drinks and I smoked some weed. She eventually started feeling me up, pinning me to the couch, making out with me viciously. I’ll discreetly fade to black here but it was about 730 when she left. Kenny and I ordered pizza from our favorite place and watched that dumb awesome new animated Predator movie. And then he headed home and I smoked a little more, and finally decided I’d check out King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard. I heard a bit of a song off of Flying Microtonal Banana and figured I’d start there and like, every song on that ripped. And I again just feel like the pleasure centers of my brain are tingling and stretched to fullness and just… absolutely gorged on the day. I never thought I could have days that were as Good as this. I’m living a life that is capable of such… simple joy and satisfaction in ways I never would have believed possible. I can’t believe how much shit I was putting up with. I can’t believe how much time I can spend unclouded. I never would have known.